Endings

Goodbye again Madrid.

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New endings, and new beginnings. Another turn around the spiral.

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I feel I have seen the patterns of my life unfold before me since the solstice. I cannot unsee what I now see. Who I am. I am.

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The sky, stars, my emotions, the earth and the blood in my veins flowing in an endless river of experience.

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It is truly time to trust myself and life.

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With my family by my side, and also behind me. All my ancestors, my past, all teachings and lessons letting me know I will be able to take one breath at a time if I only stay here and now in this journey of becoming.

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I will never know the ‘why’ of everything. But for now all I need is to feel, to love, to live, and be open to what I do know, that I am grateful for it all.

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