Freedom

Art by me

​”The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.” Albert Camus.
I’ve been thinking about freedom lately and what that might mean for me now, revisiting old beliefs and questioning everything I think.
To be aware of every moment, of my thoughts, my feelings, my patterns, my shadow, my breath, my body… To be totally immersed in the stillness between the thought and the action. To make decisions from a place of honesty with myself, aware of causes and consequences… Just to be aware. It’s all I want. And even that is a desire, an obstacle, but here I am right now. That’s what freedom means for me.